JoONNN found his bLog!

2011-12-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

I love mummy. I want a hug. And I can imagine if I told her that, yeah she would give me one and she would tell me too that as long as I am a good boy that will make her happy. I gotta work harder.

I feel I can actually be quite a volatile person...I can lose my (nice) feelings towards things at some point of time and this drastic change scares me, because I fear how things can be very different next time. Maybe like if I don't like my home like how I love it now. Or if I ever stop liking someone I love. I may appear calm and stable but once in a while, I find myself bursting and lashing at others.

2011-11-26T20:34:00.003+08:00

Seriously what's with the sporadic raining? Not only because I got caught in the rain today and when I reached the bus-stop for shelter the rain got lighter. For the past few days, it only rained at the start of every training. As a result, we had to go gym which sucks because we are just too tired and recovering from our aches to train any further. And obviously field is more fun!!

Hmm last week was great, training hard yo! Even though I'm really unclear if I'm performing up to standard. Haven't unlocked my potential. I mean obviously lah, but damn sian I'm really damn blur and lousy in game. Went back for GP remedial on thursday -.- but that's okay I had someone's company :) thanks! though you won't be reading haha. Really want some company outside and do something fun. The GP teacher was good though, good in the sense that, you can't compare her with A CERTAIN GUY because good would be an understatement. hais good GP tutor is hard to come by anyway, but hopefully next year will be different.

Well anyway, don't be a nice guy because nice guys finish last~

2011-11-19T23:23:00.005+08:00

oh my I have one minute to type this post!

okay the weekends the weekends they are not good I have not done much for today!! Okay I got myself to concentrate and read my book but I'm still far from completion. Needless to say, I slacked the rest of the day away BUT only until 9pm+. Which means I decided to start on where I left off from CCK IMS (intensive mugging session lol) that is, maths. I was so glad I finally gotten myself to start on work, but the realisation sets in... I've lent my GC to my senior LOL. So the next thing I chose to work on was I&I lah since it's more urgent and confirmed that we have to hand it up. Looking at my progress now though, I am not even halfway through with reading a single article, crap. This is just another typical day during holidays when there's really nothing to do...okay at least nothing that you can look forward to doing and it's just slacking. At the same time, procrastination :/

Haih I don't like GP so much. I don't understand why...I have formulated a few reasons but I am not too sure T T. Mainly because I can't seem to develop my own views on current affairs. Lacking in opinions... Besides, when I write it starts to get boring easily...so I should really learn to write short and summarise.

The reason it is so tough to keep a blog is that you really have to write well to interest your readers... And hey even if you must say that you don't care whether others read your posts or not, it does not trump the fact that no matter what, there will definitely be one reader - your own self. It feels more demoralising to you than it does to anyone else if your writing is really boring.

Alright I obviously did not type this up under 1 minute (time's up long ago) but 1 minute because bai wan is on TV now LOL there goes my Saturday, perfect ending to an entire day of slacking around. bye!

2011-11-18T17:35:00.005+08:00

Was reflecting about life. There are so many life lessons but I cannot seem to remember them all. Which kind of sucks because I will just commit the same mistake again. The feeling of having erred again really sucks... Wonder if it happens to other people out there? I think this is one of the most common questions to ask haha.

Yesterday we had our first CCK gang intensive mugging session...or take out 'intensive'? At least it was more intensive for the rest, I was just slacking around. It didn't feel too good and I couldn't say I did (much) work when my mum asked me where I went. So she started scolding/saying me and she said the same thing since p6 that I have not changed since p6, that I'm still lazy as ever. damn it D:

Kay gotta return to training the next week. That will mean less time as it will take away 3 days of my time weekly, also because training will be too exhausting that I cannot do much for the rest of the day. Oh on top of that I will probably sleep in late hahaha. However it may help me sleep better because I'm gonna be so tired. May not be able to join in for mugging sessions though...

Right, happy birthday Johnny :)

distraught

2011-10-21T19:35:00.003+08:00

all these negative thoughts getting to me. i wish for things to be fine.

snap!

2011-10-05T01:58:00.004+08:00

ohh great stress is the recipe for pimples!

2011-04-18T00:20:00.001+08:00

CHERYLLLLLLL im super depressed T.T

2010-11-27T00:18:00.002+08:00

i always cannot decide for myself.

whoo weekday schedule is gonna be so tight. will need to use what little time over the weekends to read my book and practise guitar or dance. waaah even frisbee, probably. dota is sucking the life out of me. always playing till near midnight, then stopping only to realise i have not touched my book or watch any of my movies. the idea is just too tempting, but i really dislike sleeping so late ): self control please T.T

ohh i bought monopoly deal jus a few days ago. hmm desperately need company!
feeling so empty tonight all i've been pondering over is what others have been doing to kill time.

2010-11-18T15:28:00.004+08:00

i have this list of movie titles which i want to watch, but it is overflowing. looking at it puts me off, because i do not know where to start from and none of them interests me like they used to when i came across them. hmm shall start somewhere..

2010-11-02T23:10:00.003+08:00

what a bittersweet ending to high school life.

yi jing, you did a great job! and if not for you i probably wouldnt have considered attending the play. this year's HIC was reminiscent of the previous time in sec 2 (: whoo tomorrow is eoya so it is time to sit with former classmates and slack during movie screening~
the not so good ending are academic results i guess :/ major screw up hais.

looking ahead, chinese Os will be on next wednesday..

2010-10-26T22:22:00.001+08:00

hais why the feeling of emptiness?
and.....hush..hush

su-su-sugartown

2010-09-06T01:24:00.001+08:00

waiting for you to call me
please pick up the phone and call me
cause i'm lonely and my mind is aching
...
all the time :/

np my sweetheart

sentimentality

2010-09-02T21:01:00.003+08:00

bio spa done and over with! not too tough! it was quite thoroughly explained and case quite guided.

hmm end of handing over rehearsal (couldnt concentrate at all -.-) called for the realisation that the next day will be POP and marked another day that had crept nearer to it. time spent doing chem and phys spa will be arduous tmr D: with POP almost unbearable to count down to. the mystical force turning the hand on the clock will never stop, we will have to move on. gonna cherish the last moments with mixed feelings. and no matter how much we weep and grieve over passing out, time will not turn back. we may only revisit memories, or read every single squad digest and email (from ncos, seniors, CIs and squad I/Cs!!). we will muse at how far we have come and reminisce about the times when we swim/kayak and attend courses together as a squad. thank NP! for providing us with such opportunities. what else could have (except water polo...)? but, we will feel contented, we had each other to tide through everything and we will pass out as one tomorrow (maybe leaving behind joel's appendix D:)!!

2010-08-26T22:01:00.003+08:00

listening to yog theme song really makes me sad!! everyone~
won't have another yog (or inaugural) being hosted in sg in the near future.

happy birthday~

2010-08-25T20:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

KAI YANG!! thanks a lot, for the post one year ago xD

and thanks for being a great squadmate! though the contact between us for the past year was seriously very dwindled. D: but thanks for being ever-agreeing and so 随和 (:

yay~

hais.

it's a double rainbow!

2010-08-21T14:45:00.006+08:00

wow i shall post. but no one really checks this space anyway.

once in a while your world screws up.
yesterday was a bad experience. i ran after some soccer ball but i failed to catch up with it. end up trying to stop the momentum by supporting half my body with the parapet at the side. tadaaah my lower torso is even more screwed, my pelvis bone on the right is protruding. zzz
...
even apple rings screw up.

had to invigilate for 2nd class. i realise each time there's a drill badge test i always approach daniel to be invigilator o.O while yesterday's was 3rd last training, i felt shitty that i couldnt spend it with the squad. don't know how much more daniel must have felt. so sorry =/
we had the whole unit (okay some left before us) to wait for us while we rushed some POP farewell item for our cadets and continued with it at double rainbow (Macs). it was great haha.
but after getting home and compiling the results for the last time ever, my internet had to screw up. got quite pissed so i just went to bed. -.-

oh and, i was PC for the last muster parade. i didnt screw up...until the last part, i forgot to salute -.-

2010-08-12T00:09:00.001+08:00

i will scare myself to sleep tonight

INCEPTED!

2010-07-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

OHHHH. POPed! seemed like it, today. heh no training and the ccc team(s) members were up at the grass patch pitching their tents ^^ but i wasn't there i went flag observance briefing/standardisation. rawr. haha but whatever, what followed WAS A BLAST!

totally mind blowing and thought provoking, i must say! inception xDD i am falling in love. OBSESSED WITH ELLEN PAGE!!

it was obviously way nicer than the matrix, hahaha. now i can't fathom how i managed to sit through the whole movie and understand the plot when it is so brilliantly and impressively mind boggling! then we debated for more than 2 hours at Macs haha. even though there are a lot to discuss i just want to say how the last part was quite a great twist. from a third person POV (subjective one) it would mean everyone was back in reality. but like how zi hao said, it could have been the limbo state of mind of Cobb as it was taken from his POV! so.. we do not know if it was reality and the movie ended with top/totem still spinning~

squadmates and mr tan made my day :D

2010-07-08T02:18:00.000+08:00

i suck urgh
zzz should go murder myself even though i am already doing so.

2010-06-30T00:34:00.001+08:00

even though i havent completed work.

i think i am finding passion once again.

yayyy so i should, make, this, year, accomplished.

bye people time to CHIONG WORK!!! (after getting engaged)

一人传虚，万人传实

2010-06-28T02:48:00.001+08:00

chinese )): i never know why my standard dropped by that much. i need more practise.

qingyang, 2.sth it has to be D:

2010-06-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

i was... talking to nat! then i thought of psychology classes then lum yi talked to me and show me this vid on facebook.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=406558002325

oops disclaimer though!

and yeah just this tuesday i went to aljunied/EMI to get the trophies done, there was this old man who fell off his seat on the bus!! and landed badly on the floor D: i was a few rows of seats behind, i wanted to help but i decided i should just show my concern from my seat cause there were people helping him already. i am glad O: but yes i saw one to two person who daoed -.-
it's totally...not appropriate to ignore what's right in front of you that had gone wrong D: where are their conscience?

atomiccc.

yay incoherent post but goodnight!! HEY YOU GUYS SLEEP EARLY!!!

2010-06-11T00:57:00.002+08:00

i am pissed because of the fact that the closest fitness corner in the vicinity does not have a pull up bar. and the playground next to it has no monkey bar. what ):

i feel weak and i know cos i am a bit down with flu. too much fluid in the nose but none in my throat D: + i had bbq foodstuff.

ugbc tmr~ jiayou jing hao

2010-06-09T21:19:00.001+08:00

i am thinking about stuff 1 year back. ugbc~

2010-06-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

yes I am finally posting! oh before that, to carissa: it's acting up again!! i mean, it did!! D:

woahhh SLC was a BOOMS (also known as Beware of Online Malicious Scammers -.-) hah. Yeah SLC was fun, though my faculty was not as enthusiastic as i hope it would be!! oops i shouldn't be saying this, yeah yeah yeah i've told myself all this time so yeah 16th SLC YCG SEZNAM WAS AWESOME!! though it's not the best in SLC, but it's still the best of the members! afterall, you can't have your cake and eat it (:

but after friday, how i hoped i joined as a facilitator!! i believed i would make a ... passable one, and it would be up to me to hype the faculty up. awww, opportunities.

2010-05-16T23:25:00.002+08:00

yay friday was cool :D apart from wasting time at Open House preparation, and Open House itself, on Saturday. but the outcome is determined by my own actions, so...not like I would be doing anything useful if I had stayed home.

like today. I shall do work now, though it's sabbaticals for the week to come.

I thought I was required for OH, well I was not so I got on the bus sleepy and went to school with Xin Jie. I dozed off ;x and he was reading his book hence we both missed our bus stop. lol@ xin jie xD cute kid he was late and...I wasn't xD

oops sounds mean~

2010-05-15T00:59:00.000+08:00

it's raining tonight. good night's sleep

2010-05-13T05:52:00.002+08:00

10/05/10 I ate at naked fish express (at BPP) for the 1st time!

11/05/10 received back bio paper. while everyone was doing well, I had a lousy score.

12/05/10 SSYSF

13/05/10 REALISATION! there will be marshal duty on friday's CSM ! great MUFTI somemore, what an unsuitable attire

i have been eating that green apple sweet,

it appeals to you more than anything else (a red apple sweet?)
it appears sticky
and indeed it can't wait to stick to you when you first put it into your mouth
it tells you not to feel sour about it before it's gone
and...i yearn to be that sweet of yours

my heart died learning the Truth, but in this world that is a simulcrum, there is a truth and there is also none.

deceptive appearances, life might well have been monochromatic

2010-05-03T03:21:00.005+08:00

I am at the last, 10 pages of breaking dawn. ahh~ finally. I would know, I took so long to finish this book, well no, the whole saga!

and I just can't let this weekend go... I am kind of staying up now to make up for some lost time ):

--

but i have been at this for a while already ._. getting distracted argh~~

--

great, now I get to remove the bookmark from between the pages of that book.

'No one's ever loved anyone more than I loved...'

'just one exception'

and it's so vague, so incomprehensible

2010-04-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

back here to complain about HCI again.

some idiot chipped my lens of my specs. argh... the whole lens got pressed on and it came out of the frame. i fixed it back but the damage is still there D:

argh... tomorrow gonna be a change.

2010-04-25T23:33:00.005+08:00

十分爱
quite a nice film

weekends suck i cant spend my time wisely (cause i cant figure out how i have wasted it and can't refrain from wasting it) zzz it just seem very unfair how maybe god don't allow me to do stuff efficiently when i really wanted to (just now) D:

and why can't you just ask?? if it were me. and it better be, why not??? D:

and i have been addicted to remembering sunday by all time low for a while now

2010-04-16T00:14:00.003+08:00

rawr. i am getting skin irritation in so long. ): after being in full uniform full day on monday. i went to sleep because i couldn't find dinner just now, waking up to the heat and itch ): hais hais. now gotta study maths, test tomorrow, can't screw it up please

anyway monday was quite, fun, working next to shen yang. and watching all the gymnast doing their stunts on the floor. 1st time experiencing stuff like helping judges collate and display scores haha. then we went into class for an hour 'cause we didn't want to miss lessons, but it ended up that IHC test was postphoned, great :D so that day was just like that (ohh and we had milo at the milo truck/ van lol!)

by the way.. my memory retention SUCKS way too much. whenever i read, i can remember seeing all the vocabs used, but i only have an vague idea what it means and have to check the dictionary =.= and i do not apply them! D: (now i'm thinking how it's the same for maths i have forgotten last term's differentiation graphs stuff already)

2010-04-12T01:34:00.003+08:00

i suddenly need something to feel the void i fill in my heart now.

i just read brion's blog post. yes, it didnt change, i read it again. though this time, the impact was greater.

wonder when anything like this will ever happen to me. of course, i don't wish for it to happen, and i want to know i've cherished everything that has been for me.

trying to complete bio worksheet and sleeping late again. hais... no lessons tomorrow isn't gonna help me any better D: what about my IHC test???

2010-04-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

it was half an hour past midnight, that makes it wednesday!! then my mum decided to take the pig trotters soup out of the pot and I can't eat it ): all for meat-free today O:

angry D: can't find the GBA cartridges, hais

and I largely forgot what I came to blogger for. 'dashboard confessional' sounds cool

oh or maybe it's because I've managed to dl tmnt 2007 and successfully configured the pc game so now I may play it! but I've promised to do work so shall complete whatever's left before going for school yay

for always forgetting what I had wanted to post, here is it: resubscribed my internet, got a new modem that is working fine though it suckass, and now I have access to mio for a year, or something O: something bad about it is that it has a million tv programmes but I can't seem to find the listing, so what's the point? ._. but to all the korean crazed singaporeans out there (mainly my friends, I should mean), there's KBS music bank on mio tv :D (not cause im equally crazy over it actually).

987FM IS NOISY LOL

2010-04-05T01:39:00.004+08:00

looking at my photos of myself on facebook... there are just some times i try to feel nostalgic but fail to. and the feeling sucks ):

do work do work, hais. I am happy there isn't 5 items tomorrow, but I should not be happy any more than that. 'cause I SHOULD be TRAINING up for pullups.

apart from not completing my work, I am sad I don't get to do the usual things when I am not doing work, like following blogspots of my friends, which I don't know where to start from now, not anymore.

once again, sunday FM is noisy.

2010-04-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

OHHHH the coolest thing that happened was that 987FM DJs Van and Young CAME to OUR school to advertise oh my goddd and I must say they have done a good job

cos I'm tuning in tomorrow in the morning xD

lol at 1st the a-little-nasal voice of Van kind of put me off a bit... I tried to reason it with her profession, that it would be better to DJ that way, or say, it's convention. but after that it's quite sexy hahaha.

what the me. K NIGHT. i'm always wasting my time haiz

2010-03-29T23:29:00.001+08:00

OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME FIND BACK THE TMNT CARTRIDGE FOR MY GAMEBOY T.T

weekdays argh

2010-03-23T04:11:00.003+08:00

zzz freaking pissed I lost my chinese compo book where am I supposed to look for it back arghhh
hate hci students whole day misplace other people stuff. bad things always happen on the last day of the school term. I remember how I see my dictionary, chem file and the bsp scholastic articles were at the back of the class for unknown reasons (reasons???) BUT not my compo book which at that point of time was not registered in any of my priority wtf was happening
they don't care for whatever that's not theirs D: and they don't care for whatever that's theirs esp letting their litters lying around, go eff yourself guys!!!

everytime I wonder what it would be like, in other schools instead. zzz

2010-03-16T15:27:00.002+08:00

I couldn't remember that it was so close the last time I posted. These three days have been eventful. I am not sure if it is the right adjective to describe because while I knew what to expect, it turned out to be very draggy at some points of time.

Sat was meant to be 'training alongside team 2' but we did not. I simply stayed in the room trying to read Breaking Dawn. Dinner was okay but not what I'd expected, thought it was more grand Dx lol <<

Sun was bsc grp outing. it was not planned and we were all uncertain and indecisive about our activities. kept comtemplating what to do, esp with the movie, might as well go home when we are going for a movie just to spend the time away; as a group but not interacting in the group. I only thought from 11-4 and from 8-10 was it fun. After that went Johnny's house (I feel guilty for this part lol), it was a very nice place x) then did a few random stuff before trying to sleep. But marcus and I couldn't sleep, not because it was uncomfortable, we just couldn't fall asleep. (this part I should consider draggy too but..) so we talked for around 2-3 hours after midnight, so long never done that ((:. and it was my 1st sleepover at a friend's house actually.
My sister bought an iphone 3gs on that day and I only knew now -.-

Monday was at pulau ubin for HRC -.- z inefficient and totally wasted time

yay so until 1pm, I was sleeping. now awake to do all the holiday work.

play not only the drums, but also the guitar

2010-03-13T01:55:00.002+08:00

this week has been fruitful.

wonder how will the next week be?

tomorrow will be a day out, sunday as well, monday not a day in. and thursday will be yet another day out. when will i spend my day strumming on my new guitar, or tiring myself with basketball?

i realise how quiet my blog has become, at least i should be enjoying this peace (and asking myself more questions).

2010-02-28T21:09:00.002+08:00

never post on chu yi, instead post on yuan xiao...these fifteen days have been fine but not the most ideal. screw-ups for tests, np work on hold, lost in sch work.
argh I am feeling super tired cause there's so much to do but I cannot remember and I do not think that I will be disciplined enough to complete the work ._. I just wanna sleep and read breaking dawn =.= March hols shall be the time for me to finish it.

yesterday was ARD, impressive :D good job OT. and I had my 2nd lao yu sheng. I am going with a third one later.. I feel full =/

Right now is back to NP work..even as I slack I cannot even remember which are the usual games I play or the usual things I do when I am procrastinating, rawr

bleh-urgh

2010-02-17T04:16:00.003+08:00

yucks D: I vomitted my new year goodies out ): with the abalone as well zz. wasted more than a few hours yesterday feeling dizzy, headache and too unwell to concentrate on my work.

hais, as much as my CI want me to finish my work, I hope npcc stuff will be once and for all settled tomorrow; just that it may not be so because I still needa catch up on school with all the tests coming in already. I mean, 3 tests this week in just three days?? arghh...

okay better finish up my stuff so that I may sleep the last few minutes I can scavenge. I'm so darn inefficient D:

another cny outing~

2010-02-12T22:47:00.005+08:00

I was unconsciously into writing 'Dear all' as my beginning to this post =.= but I refrained. argh npcc stuff..

yes, today is the usual, stay in kah kee hall watch the concert kind of time passing, just that we had it in LT4 'cause we are the long pants seniors finally. So skip the concert 'cause it's way too boring, uhh we went JC bazaar which was quite bizarre 'cause we couldnt buy anything (actually due to zacksee's indecisiveness, he didn't know what he wanted to buy). Then, WITHOUT planning we headed for orchard, where they wanted to LAN so, with zongchen and yan perng we left the group to window shop somewhere else. When we were meant to assemble some retarded thing happened, retarded because I was informed to appear at PS without prior notice on the time. All the poor anger management thing came in, for the whole day I was behaving like a bao qing tian... being scary, pissed, upset and ultimately antisocial -.-

alright so whatever we agreed on not doing, it turned out otherwise. like, LAN. and watching a movie which was a no-no for bonding (except if you would consider sharing a packet of lollipop, but thanks anyway :D).

I think the main spur for this post is actually going into the movie critiquing part, LOL. but yah I will just say, the movie isn't nice to me.. the movie was supposed to be adventurous and mythical or something along that line (at least to the best of my interpretation) but they got into the plot too fast without good development of the characters especially that female lead (see, can't even remember her name)... and then it started getting corny with the medusa part, what with sunglasses and iphone screens lol. worst part is the acting totally not appropriate as it appear to me and the lines aren't well written.
//edit uhhhhhhhhh movie title is percy jackson and the lightning thief LOL I realised I left this part out.

okay im like typing this while eating the valentine's pastries and stuff from Mindy and Vanessa (oops it was PS's in fact! she wasnt the 1 who gave out for some unknown reasons)~ haha it's very nice mmh thanks people!! for the cards as well. aww so touched 'cause yeah hci never has this kind of tradition.

it's past twelve already so I shouldn't be sad about how I performed yesterday! though I know I let these people down when I could have treasured the outing and this particular person that I resolved with him last year that I would do something about anger management...

ahha okay night time is short it's already morning, should sleep soon ((: but not exactly soon...moving on elsewhere~

yay incoherent post when i came back to look at it -.-

for no one. maybe ZC if he read this

2010-01-30T00:35:00.003+08:00

I
want
to
stay

right here.

So that
when you are
always
searching
you
can
chance

upon here, telling me, I've searched,

and it's gotta be you

but..
I hope
this place is
well
concealed

so that
I know it
when
you are
trying
to

find me.

2009-12-27T09:34:00.002+08:00

It's freezing cold brrrr even in the classroom (the heater is meant to be doing its job)!! Yet still, there isn't snow D: and it's the 21st day already ><>< at least half the BSC trip gone..

ahha yesterday was boxing day.. and the day before was Christmas. so, Christmas greetings from Beyjeenk (bet you can't say that) :D it's Christmas in a wintery country~ and this Christmas eve was the 1st celebrated one and it was with friends, with games and present exchanging and DANCE. yeah we decided to do the dance for the party and now we got to prepare for the New Year performance as well loool.

Alright it's a weekend today so have better complete my work and go shopping O:

2009-12-14T20:42:00.001+08:00

14 Dec..

I don’t want to forget what has happened every week in BSC T^T. so yeah I will blog something about the previous week hmm.

1st day was arrival, visiting the dorm and canteen. Oh feeling the cold, too. Cool different stuff like having a bin next to every toilet bowl and tasting the canteen food for once.
2nd day was meant for fieldtrip so we went to some museum thingy (let me take a look o_o) 北京规划展览馆 that shows the places and 景点 we will visit and experience in the 6 weeks. Quite uh, museum-ish so one can expect the boredom.. but we get to go to 西安广场 quite grand and heritage looking (:
3rd day was CIP.. all the migrant workers’ children all very cute one and it happened to be PE and we ran like mad, sweat like mad, quite fun. But I brought back a balugu that can still be felt on my eye. One of the kids ran past me while I was bending over, collided his head into my left eye..some more he doesn’t have any hair D: D: D: not supposed to post ‘cause if parents see then complain to teachers here then dai O: but no one in my family reads my blog (not even my friends).
4th and 5th day were boring school hours. but, all comes under experience ma (: yeah lessons aren’t too bad, slow but relaxing.

Weekends we have preplanned activities for us because during this period there were some exhibitions. Spent the whole day out oh my god, spent spent spent ($$) hoho. But got scammed a bit (only 1 item a wallet). But damn different to shop over here in BJ. Need to wait yet another week lol. went to forbidden city 故宫. Oh entered the 鸟巢 for 25 rmb o-o I wasn’t very impressed cause I don’t really look to the TV for sports and all else. Haven’t been watching much dramas as well aww I feel very 不自在out of a sudden.

OKAY end here ba it’s just all about coming here personally. Tomorrow, it’s the 长城。

2009-12-06T03:28:00.002+08:00

6th dec..

ahh won't be able to finish breaking dawn already.

hmm, just now the wedding dinner went fine.. but there's always something conceivable about the atmosphere; it appears to be a get together when you eat at the same table with your relative, but it is always lacking that sense of belonging to the family and longing to stay that close forever. oh well, it's a 大喜事 after all so, congratulations my cousin!! :D

2009-12-05T04:02:00.002+08:00

5th dec.

I think I will watch new moon in Beijing. 'Cause I don't know.. Someone may have forgotten or can't make it. So, it won't turn out.

I've been wanting to post this also -.- if a TV ad persuades the audience to buy because it has high definition and the quality is breathtaking and plays like it is real, with the buyer convinced of that (through his TV), it probably means he is too idiotic to think that his is in any way, inferior. what an advertisement, sounds familiar. O___________O that was crap xD

I'm going to a wedding dinner tomorrow :D reminds me of sth mmh

2009-12-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

urgh. I reformatted my LG phone, then I copied my contacts over..500 contacts, including USIM and handset display, then I thought I had copied again for nothing.. I deleted everything -_- so I went back to the old phone to copy into my sim but since it can only hold 250 contacts, 5 contacts werent copied. all 5 are my junior cadets o.o cool. lol I think it goes by newest contact added.
gotta take better care of my phone now..

today was squad outing at ECP. we just cycled.

it will be 4 days more to bsc after 3rd december. twilight saga: new moon..
I wonder how these few days will turn out.

2009-11-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

2nd prison break! lol tortoise keep running out from the toilet again. diao diao.

ahh 9 more days to bsc.

45 dollars for 45 seconds

2009-11-23T20:13:00.003+08:00

okay I realise I've wanted to say this.
yay i've finished boys before flowers~! okay lah haha i don't know why i won't give it a high rating if i were to rate it.
hmm and ohbefore that i finished liar game O:

Went to the doctor's today for a winter flu jab. okay no it turned out I didn't, because I already took it before June when I was supposed to go OBSabah but I didn't D:
lol so in the end I went there for something else! the doctor burn the corn/warts under my foot.. it hurts haha. and yeah for 45 seconds, I paid 45 dollars lol.

2 more weeks to BSC!

2009-11-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

I'm staring at news I finally remember what I want to post about.

Today went back to examine the cc test. right after it ended it rained real heavily. then there was THIMUN held in school as well so there were many ang mohs. there was this pair of foreign people who asked jing zhan to get them a taxi, but there was a jam on bukit timah road so the taxi doesnt want to come in. when we finally got through the comfort hotline jing zhan slid my phone down and the call ended o-o lollol then we dao xD for some reason the weather seem really nice because I thought of the foreign people coming to singapore since it's a new country to visit.

so I was waiting for a long time as well for my parents to come because it was raining so heavily..and after we got onto the road we could see more than 10 cars malfunctioning lol because of the rain. lucky I wasnt aware my parents were waiting at the carpark for half an hour before I found them so not caught in any jam or trouble.

(x 1st time to observe the water flooding/drainage problem on bukit timah after so long in history.

2009-11-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

bread bread bread. O: whole day ate bread for 3 meals. okay dinner wasnt really, it was tortila wrap, lol. so unhealthy to eat macs at least once a week D:

oh yah I gave up starting on eclipse cause my sis may hold on to it at times, so I decided to read tuesdays with morrie since I bought it for supplementary reading for next year. like a rather simple nice book (: maybe I will go back to reading it soon cause somehow ep 18 of bof was screwed..go check it out again later xD

after training today was at macs discussing for Unit Chalet, then halfway through what we have discussed/initiated has to be nullified or sth D: so we just dao and I went to the doc's again for my nose thing ._. now need spray some form of solution as 'med'. so I have 2.5 more weeks to bsc so I went to have my hair cut at the salon (2nd time). this part was quite funny I began looking into the mirror and wonder, if my eyes were sharper and my smile not as ugly I probably can pass off as yi jung sunbae xD LOL and so did the hairstylist say so she asked if I watched hua yang nan zi, I look like one of the F4 who always wear a suit. hurhur which one ah lol. but aiya I washed my hair and the remaining wax looks screwed. okay lah great experience xD

waah tmr still need go back school.. sec 1 cc test they have better pass.

and beijing snowing, such a serious case.

2009-11-10T02:17:00.002+08:00

ohman it's so late again. I should keep some good sleeping habits. anyway was watching boys before flowers haha explains why till so late. and because there's no training tomorrow! saved me, else I have gotta go back to school for the whole week. D: like more than 5 hours every day is very scary okay??

haha yay going to bowl tomorrow, and pool as well. :D

aiyo bsc ppl missing you guys!!!

2009-11-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

hais seeeee I'm blogging again. because???? I told lum yi last night that I will take the time to go out with them and COMPLETELY FORGET ABOUT NPCC but now I'm here assessing how successful I have been. boooooooshyt D:

so it shouldnt hurt to be blogging about it. I told peng ning that I probably don't want to go out next week if there's any free day cos every other day is about going back to school for npcc, I would like to spend my time at home o-o yah true for the past 2 days had nco assessment and it is like doing stuff that may be important, and also stuff that was repeated over and over. though I am nvr confident so don't ask me to cough out regugitate out everything I've learnt. but throughout, I couldn't even sit properly I probably was pissing off hongliang all the way until I managed to make every 1 run 20 rounds on friday. and I myself ran 10 rounds on thursday. hais hais hais ):

oh well jing hao has gone to malaysia.. I seem to have something that 我放不下。

buta ga ita kyoushitsu

2009-11-07T19:24:00.003+08:00

I had a interesting dream this morning. after that I was late for the outing with pn, lum yi, daniel and jing zhan. lol bowling is so fun :D

hmm the google video hosted by koreanmovie and mysoju.com couldnt work so I had to search for other video footages online to watch.. now I have to watch boys before flowers in korean with chinese subtitles! :D LOL easy lah~ yeah (:

okay found something substantial to do now, 'cause I may get tired from reading a book a few hours straight. I've got on to eclipse but have not even started ohno

2009-11-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

omg my muscleache is a total screw up D: I can't straighten my arms (now I've become a shen yang lol) uhh then cannot pick things up properly cos chest muscle hurts as well -_- and the back arm aches too argh~!@#$% lol.

hais today feel wasted -_- wtshyt is wrong...holidays has been so not enjoyable much.

this is like false hope.......T_T

important stuff to do

2009-11-02T21:54:00.005+08:00

MUSCLEACHE!!! just very tired and my arms are so swollen. it was so retarded in the morning I vomited after running 5 rounds ._. due to my med and the 7 up revive I think o-o shucks. and I feel so weak I was quite unable to do the weights, keep giving up after a while. but never mind I will find more time to go train again~
the feeling of aching all over is nice O: to my mentality haha

after tht daniel tagged along to 3rd lang LOL BUN KA MATSURI oops im typing with my laptop no japanese x) gotta upload the photos! hais talking to tan sensei always affect me a lot. cause I have really let him down in so many ways. even when he talked to me in jap I have this problem listening and catching -_- these few days I have all these mixed feelings which keep dampening my spirits that had been very much alive and keeping me going. it always dies down when I review all that had happened at the end of the day. okay ending note, I really really really want to thank 3rd lang peeps for a good day <3 (my 1st cultural fest since 3 years so far -_- I'm pathetic). oh Tan Sensei treated us to bubble tea haha (:

I just want to say I have been holding onto my 3rd lang withdrawal form for 2 weeks or so already. I am dragging it cause I want to go back for post exams lessons. I think I will be handing it in next Thursday.
hais everything is just getting out of hand/messed up.

okay I have planned some stuff to complete I better run along! bb~

2009-11-01T00:12:00.004+08:00

holidays already. did very little today mostly slept ._. I wonder when this medicine will take effect, probably not because I slept 4 hours in the afternoon O:
please make me drowsy!

omg just look at this movie review:
A romantic drama about a widower (Eckhart) whose book about coping with loss turns him into a best-selling self-help guru. On a business trip to Seattle, he falls for a woman (Aniston) who attends one of his seminars, only to learn that he hasn't yet truly confronted his wife's passing.
O: love happens

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IT'S BEEN 2-3HOURS WHY IS THE MEDICINE NOT KICKING IN (oh maybe it is a maybe) I think I have better go sleep, else I will just sleep in too late and that sucks D:<
k night ppl!

2009-10-26T20:58:00.001+08:00

can't find the cantonese/chinese mix. O:

2009-10-25T22:50:00.003+08:00

OH NO. I've purposely missed Flashforward. z. I only have 3 episodes of it in my computer and uh I've not watched them. didn't want to watch the 4th on TV -_- argh how I'm waiting for the holidays. By the way, I am 100 (and 2) pages away from finishing new moon O:
there's just something urgent on my hand to complete. urgh just that I have no motivation yet again. okay I need to start tonight.
I really can't find anything to post about and my thoughts always do not condense into one blog post that is why I have to sporadically come back to blogger.
oh and I subscribed to dictionary.com for their daily vocabulary o.o and it isnt doing any good I left it in my inbox the whole while. I think I am picking up more from the book :D

2009-10-25T15:46:00.004+08:00

._. friday there's training. time to train up our voices. and gotta prepare ourselves for training syllabus

i have wanted to blogg that i have started reading new moon/ twilight saga. probably due to having read twilight twice but not being able to concentrate and enjoy it that the edward sensation isnt anywhere found. instead, bella has a bigger impact -_- her personality bears some resemblance to someone hmm, yeah...very a like. the way the author always mention how she has to pretend her expressions and her emotions always not matching with her smiles all that. despite that, every1 in the book couldnt not find her likeable and so i agree to that.

another thing, bsc cycle 3 1st batch is taking off this monday, and scholars are going shanghai as well. oh well bon voyage and goodbye

2009-10-24T13:49:00.002+08:00

woke up to a bleeding nose, has been long since i bled in my nose ._. too tired and fell back to sleep. anyway, spent two afternoons at cathay dhoby to watch 2 great movies, 500 days of summer and julie & julia.
hmm okay at 1st thought 500 days of summer seem a bit draggy but it's quite cute and funny and along the way it jus compelled me to say it's a good movie :D
as for julie & julia it's just so heartwarming to say and, very 意味O: lols

2009-10-19T02:04:00.000+08:00

last visit to golden village website-7 June. ahhh i want to do sth. next week results will be back Dx

2009-10-16T10:17:00.002+08:00

don't feel like posting cause my body has fallen into slack mode..
but anyway i am because after exams ytd (being the last paper) went over to JEC to find my cousin. oh i've gotten back my 3rd lang results as well.. very bad.. -_- but it's okay i've obtained the withdrawal form ._. so the next few lessons just go and watch movie and blah. i think i missed the JLPT application deadline as well, it will be cool to take the test in beijing can.. (talking of which the 1st batch leaving on 26th, soon)
hmm then returned to JE and stayed over at cousins' :D so long have not played soccer/go down to exercise with them..it just felt so refreshing a sport for post exams. like, more suitable and healthy (lol influenced by propaganda liao D: healthy lifestyle~). than staying at home and DotA, but i borrowed the disc for installation again so anyway....XD
zz but argh results. went to school with jia min xD yay like the experience very nice or sth~ haha feel like staying over at their house the whole of next week though her lessons ended already, and preparing for As !!! jiayou yeah (same to yong da for your Os) wah wah wah 2 major examinations. but something that spoilt the bliss my leg was aching from soccer yesterday.
and chem results check in school. D:

2009-10-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

WOOOO~ o.o
chinese is tradition, my mother tongue, my heritage,
cantonese is impactful, and romantic to listen to,
hokkien is overrated -_- like all that vulgarities people use, but we can't blame them cause they don't even know how to say it.. D: lol
uhh so..ENGLISH is just SOPHISTICATED.
and english compre is tmr.. T_T i hope i do fine (:
1 week of exams are over, wonder how post exams may turn out to be dreaded or the blues..

2009-10-10T16:01:00.003+08:00

my sister ended her promos, now she whole day watch drama series and currently catching up on BOF o-o o-o ANOTHER WEEK TO GO!!!
oh anyway i've been sleep late skipping meals now my belly always feel weird stomach contractions and weird muscles contractions like peristalsis sideways. D:

mr ong just posted a messages on inter-unit quiz comp o.o
Congratulations to Unit for 1st and 2nd placings :D!!
it had always been this kind of messages that had gained us pride and the enthusiasm in us.. but when you are in it, it's a whole lot of difference lol. jyjy to juniors :D and to current exco~

2009-10-08T17:00:00.002+08:00

._. gonna fail IHC ler..i think. wrong answering technique, totally wrong!! ): physics tomorrow, i want to do well in both the normal paper and the higher 1, cause i think it's the best of my 3 sciences and i like it a lot lol. but i have a lot of misconceptions with it as well ._.
another week!!! im hoping to cover maths properly over the weekends then spam bio :D: im having higher hopes(lol hopes oso higher) for both my compres.
msg will be screwed by the end of this year.

cant wait for post-eoys please, all the movies i have listed throughout the year, twilight saga, and uh..BSC!!! ready to spend 1.5months in china to 游山玩水 lols complete comprehension of the 含义

2009-10-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

zzz,zzz! stupid shit i think i flunk IHE geog already i took too much time to think of my answer for the right context, ah zzz just hoping for the best D: cause all my other better elaborated essays like not very promising or sth...NO WAY. and i ate 10 min into my english speech end up didnt include one or two information O: O:

1st time exam setting in KKHall.. every1 gathered together to take the test. but still the environment didnt seem to affect..quite hot only
tmr is chinese..gotta write super fast! and i don't know wad's with my phone, i cannot read my messages it will just auto restart itself.

k so 2 papers down, how many more to go? 15 more...

可能快要崩溃了

2009-09-28T03:36:00.005+08:00

I just want to post because I am still studying for jap right now. once or twice I kept receiving those 'shockwaves' (don't know how to put it) that..oh galvanise me? haha I found that through thesaurus maybe it describes better. yes because as I go through my japanese notes I recall what was taught and what was like during lessons.. I don't think I will get to continue, it's consequence for not performing. I told my parents I would take the test (because I thought I would get a chance to prove that I can handle and really wish to carry on). I don't know how I came to have 逞强 and held out this long, since term 2.. anyway I think I wanted to say something about fang chen again o_o yea I think all I want to tell him now is thanks for the 2 years together, how he had stayed in the class to accompany me, all that, it felt a very big sacrifice indeed. I think I will do that tomorrow, I still have something to pass to him. oh and when this blog was actually set up he was one of the first few persons I told about my blog, and how he came once or twice for a few weeks..if only he would continue to read this..p:

tomorrow is oral, I have held out so long and so I have to complete this race, even if I would be regretting letting go after that, I have collected all these fond memories and knowledge, to be able to use them, and I have grown in some ways. so（自分自身に言っている）がんばってください！

this is weird =/ I should just be lamenting at myself..

2009-09-23T03:16:00.002+08:00

I'm reading this article of a girl who got knocked down by a lorry and how she used to cheer her friends up with drawings.
it reminds me of art lessons in primary school..I cannot remember how long art lessons always last, but time didnt seem to be an issue until the clearing up part. I would be left with 3/4 of blank drawing block staring back at me ._. don't understand why I always work so slowly. hai~ I don't seem to long for the days back in primary school but I definitely don't wish to grow up. just not yet prepared...

ahh better stay on track, back to the article..

2009-09-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

oh, it has been for a couple of weeks already, I think. it's just that the work out area (is that what you call it?) is under renovation of some sort so I cannot go there to try doing pull ups. and it's all because of napfa next year, need to get A ._. and that's 8 at one go. sian...

two more weeks, and yet another two more for the actual examinations.

great went to subway to get dinner for just now. guess who I saw D:< haha what's with the FACE but anyway yeah it was glenda. oh and yes must personally thanks amelia for wonderful marie digby songs OF ALL the TIME (: THANKS hoho love you totally and truthfully. :D lul wut

boohoohoo kanye wass mardafking gay fish )x

照れるなー!

2009-09-20T19:13:00.002+08:00

to remind you guys not to be playing too much (x

yourself before others

2009-09-18T02:43:00.004+08:00

I think I am going to eat sushi after this because I'm really hungry ._. for staying up late.

will get to sit in the drama centre for a few hours tmr! it's the most cozy place to ever find in HCI (: I would like to think about what has been for the past three years... getting into HCI being a stranger in iSpark and finding true great friends I know I will really miss.. Then there's NPCC, 07', 08' year batch of NCOs, though I think they have gone but getting to that know they are still fine in JC, adding every 'Sir' to all their wonderful names will really make me miss them all very soon. (heh I'm actually seeing this from Damian's blog)
After the eoys that is, we will be taking over. Maybe the responsibility put unto us to undertake will not let time stop for us to enjoy every moment anymore..

mmh anyway people around me are getting nicer to realise again (: thanks :D
felt rather bothered today, because of school term..

2009-09-17T04:31:00.000+08:00

lalala dying o-o

consequences

2009-09-15T03:55:00.003+08:00

back to school, back to class.

stayed behind after every had left, practised juggling in class with the balls from robotics club oops. han yang was waiting in class and accompanying me as he watched how fail I had been..
yay i'm eating quaker oatmeal squares, reminds me of childhood, used to like it a lot then and always went to the fridge to get just a few pieces, again and again p:

isn't it tuesday? my parents have not awaken..

)'; somewhr just hurts

2009-09-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

wanted to continue with the previous post o.o because I've gotten a new monitor o.O and a new laptop O.o

wow and tmr's is a new school term.

Holidays

2009-09-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

yay great now I'm posting with a formatted comp. Monitor is spoilt, CPUs breaking down one after another.
everything seems new now..got myself a new LG phone, my 1st self-bought and uh not given to me by others? some sort of attainment there.. and the trip to perak, found myself a new wallet, pair of sunglasses o.O and a cheap hat!

actually, it's the holidays, when have we overlooked? With all the revision it have not been much of one..to be truthful I doubt I did much though ;x (duh..). These 2 days will have little in the way for study. Time to mug like mad :D

2009-09-04T01:43:00.003+08:00

POP probably wouldn't be at its best to be memorable for the sec4s, but it was, definitely for us. 'cause we were in charge, and didn't do a much better job? yeah.. got reprimanded by the officers for the bad impression left behind. We are always 'the squad with the most potential' so when are we going to 体现 that potential that is still a belief as firstly, we have not proven it and secondly, the seniors have not given up on us? jia you squad jia you exco 09-10? I should think so.

ahh so yes the seniors have handed over, the ceremony might not have been smoothly planned but the feeling was similar, albeit a little feeling of lost, or is it just what is supposed to be? anyway, I'm speaking about the giving of presents part, that's the only part of it that each of us are involved in, and actually that is the handing over. gifts in exchange for a thick file x) I cannot say that I'm not prepared..because they had put in so much effort

gotta do my best. tomorrow is homelearning, -_- sianz nite people! and (: haa

2009-09-03T00:08:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW is POP. the sec 4s are passing out, and we will be taking over. it seems to be suddenly, but only has begun, affecting me now..gah T-T

2009-09-01T21:05:00.003+08:00

YAY JOHNNY IS BACK ^^
WELCOME BACK, SABAH PEEPS! ((:

people always say, to look at the great things in life and not focus on the sad ones.. but it is when you feel passionate and happy, that you know you notice the sad things; that they have not skipped you..

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though I must say, this time I really felt I missed someone and I needed him around

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2009-08-31T23:31:00.003+08:00

hais, finding time to post.. but no.. well anyway thanks primary schoolmates we all agreed today was wonderful and perfect with everyone pieced together (:

(editted from here on..)

oh yeah it was thought revoking.. brings back awesome memories. haha however fond it might be it makes you ponder over the silly things we do when we were still primary schooling so what at 12 years old. the meet was a successful one, many turned up and made it possible :D grats to organiser geok min, your 'dream' happened.

had lunch cum dinner (or I was actually the only one still eating more at 5.30pm) at seoul garden, causeway point, some buffet and you get to terpanyaki your food or something, the food wasn't too bad just not filling because every moment you get to retrieve the meat from the hotplate, each amount of energy provided is used to cook for the next meagre portion of meat. Still! it was a nice place for a gathering lah.

Aimless walking around. Nope not exactly we had in mind to catch a movie - the orphan? but there wasn't.. and we didn't go to the arcade - not even try 'cause we are good boys and girls.

We didn't stay for long to chat (though we sat eating from 3pm) but the trip home became the item of the day. Due to some great person's great(er) idea we took the LRT ride twice :D fun or not ^^ at least it helped to allow more time right xD

oh school always end early like 10? on half days, so what did I do after that.. joined the 2O clique and went to brion's house yay! pool and cards, haha

friday training

2009-08-30T09:25:00.002+08:00

friday was the last possible training together as a squad..next week will be POP. We still had our on job training, afterwhich we joined the sec3s for RT. Discovered that the way we tried to get training going wasn't effective, OC Unit had to interfere.
anyway it was just the short 2 hours we had with our own squad that we tried to cherish. it went past, but it didn't really affected me that much, or was it because we would still have carp, kayaking and stuff together, and we have another year in npcc. Chit chat session reminded me of the previous year at the staircase near the saltcentre washroom, but I couldn't find the attachment to the 4 NCOs, like how it was for 07 NCOs.
But I really thank all these wonderful NCOs which had been there, actl helping us a lot because we were so ignorant and helpless at many a time. I saw how what had happened during RT proved that the NCOs are always backing us up. All that time we had given them troubles.. it was just plain childish.. like how the sec1s are reacting to us, the new batch of NCOs. They seemed really not enlightened, but I guess it is up to us-our jobs to change them, and the juniors to continue showing them the impact after the next POP.

holiday

2009-08-27T22:46:00.003+08:00

PERAK! PRAK PRAK PRAK
whoooo! not that I'm back, I REALLY NEEDED TIME TO SHOP O;
okay I'm back and I'm so super glad, cause I've gotten lots of STUFF though I didn't had enough money to buy for squadmates.. but really, this not-so-camp camp is so not expected, activities were super fun and the whole thing was totally holiday. Well I must say I didn't really went prepared, I missed the briefing due to some npcc activity, oh NDP rehearsal yeah.. I hope I won't bore whoever who reads wad's below hoho

set off on Sunday, at night, late, sleep, blah, WITH YUAN ZHI O.O listening to his music from the phone, thanks xD so yeah we had to spend a while getting to sleep xD
so monday we reached some stop to get changed into the right attire, shorts and t shirts, and from there and then, gosh, I never used any of my track pants or long sleeve shirt -_- it just told me I wasted all my breath carrying my luggage around D: hmm but still, the right attire for the right activity :D went to gua tempurung for breakfast which was splendid okay, filling and platable. carry on with CAVING it wad so cool@!@! at first it was walking on the broadwalks? or whatever the structure they had built, then we expected it to be real boring and stuff..at one part it was really humid, the air was saturated with vapour which was rather fun watching the (brownian O: ) motion of the vapour haha. then we got off the walkway to continue the caving on its rocks and water pools, omg, super thrilling, the rushing water was very cooling. In the first place it went up only to the shin, followed by the knee, then the whole body cause we had to bend down totally and start commando-ing to get past the stalactites and low ceilings. all sorts of stuff like holes and slides, jacuzzi, spas, FUN. okay I really don't know how to describe-! it's just that you gotta try it for yourself xD but be careful I knocked my head once haha oh and I don't know, I think my torch spoilt though daniel helped to waterproof it by putting it into the ziplock bag

yeah then lunch.. BACK TO WHERE WE HAD BREAKFAST, OMGGGGGG yeah omg I wont want to mention again meals at the eatery for the third time but I guess I would have to, lol. so the next activity was to the waterfall abseiling, we took the van (vip seh..) we could sleep and all that xD mmh so at the waterfall, we were too occupied by keeping ourselves brave against the cold, but got over it not long later. the water was really strong we washed down 2 poor fishes and killed 1 ;x (omg I mean yuan zhi and I ;x but they are slutty right! or at least one of them Ox wah karma karma). we waited so bloody long DD:< to get up and come down in just 5 minutes. but yeah it was rather tough people kept slipping cos it was really slippery.. they got cuts all over, but hmm YAY I survived the damn japanese game show!! uhh sorry random.. I went to the one with less contact with the water, abseiled down safely. and couldn't care so went up for another try because.. queued so long and then, there will be no one else to wait for so just, go up for another try! this time had the tougher 1, and I supposed as I had the experience so yay I got it done safely ^^ grayte :D

we were told of our resort where we were staying overnight in. we really didn't knew how the rooms would be like, but there were many remarks passed of course, but I had to see it for myself and I really felt it was fine. one of those sec4s actually commented that the room was for workers (Indian?) to sleep together wth I really couldn't stand it.. it was just that the matresses were arranged side by side, 15 together. I mean, it was initially called a camp, step out of your comfort zone please, somemore we were allowed psp ipod phones and stuff...but well I feel happy for myself. mmh yeah so dinner was great and sleep was greater we had long hours until the next day, we could even oversleep by half an hour haha..

2nd day! white water RAFTING PLEASE, how fun is that haha. okay I was the first from my raft to fall into the water Ox the part I was on just smashed into the rock and had too little time to react then fell in.. the instructor/guide fell in with me wahahaha. scary, the rapids wash you under and there are rocks below?! it kinda hurt a bit for the feet xD okay so on the left side all 3 of us fell in, yuan zhi slau and I..then the other they get to enjoy the water splashing all over them, I want!! until then everything was so cold lol.. oh yah..yz remember your chiobu xP
headed for some waterfall thereafter, it wasn't exactly interesting to say but yeah we went up..bathed our feet, laugh at the lame people swimming below. we had 2 hours and we were all getting tired after a quarter of it, but yz and I went up to the rocks..it felt good, like in Japan, where all the vapour goes with the sun..the warmth on the skin yet the cooling effect of latent heat of evaporation. Ahhah, time to get to the hotel!!! oh, did I mention lunch at the eatery xD

at last that I feel safe to unpack my belongings, we would be having 2 days in the hotel before we leave. Felt all organised again ^^ but yeah don't waste too much time for dinner and shopping is more important!! had claypot chicken rice at ipoh parade o.O and carried on with shopping.. couldn't understand why the 3s4s went for LAN gaming oh well maybe just because it was a dollar for an hour? I was left alone T_T so I went round and round and couldn't think of what to buy. I feel so picky can! but everything kinda shou dang at 9.30+..went back up to find them going for the 2nd hour of gaming -_-
uhhuh we overslept for breakfast the next day (again haha). it was the hotel kind of breakfast (: the variety of food they provide was.. weird they weren't really like mix and match they were more for 'going with the main course' or sth.. which were rice porridge noodles? o.o but of course never not without cereals and oat ^^
some heritage trial thing which wasn't exactly productive/interesting it was walking around the town of ipoh and sitting down somewhere for lunch jus 3 hours after breakfast ._.

because we were in town, we had our next activity at some water theme park, named the lost city of tambun o.O initially thought we won't have enough time to cover the whole theme park due to our past experience in sunway lagoon (or actl jus yz's and mine) so we requested for 5 hours to play. It turned out that there wasn't much stuff LOL oops. haha but yz was obv picking his girlfriend from malaysia ^^
back to dinner and shopping.. the same thing lah, but it was more hectic this time. Thanks roommate daniel he ran around with me to get my stuff because I was totally picky when I'm trying to just get something presentable/worth. there was some night market pasah malam which we all agreed was useless/suck and definitely a waste of our time ): We rushed back to ipoh parade to continue to shop and they were alr closing xD. Suddenly have something to confess, the ladies were really pretty and the guys were still rather charming x) and afterall, they speak cantonese !!! and that I can still understand what they are saying.. it felt good the others don't seem to know xP even the adults who were with us.. mr tan wangdk. ohh I tried to watch the cantonese drama, had a hard time xD + the subtitles were in malay. (feeling quite proud now ^^)

breakfast again!!! this time we woke up an hour late LOL but yup after that was stoning and waiting for the coach..reached sch at ard 5 pm O:
this camp/holiday really gave me quite a good rest.. but I still know/think that I do not deserve it.. (and maybe I still want to experience OBSabah!!!). oh, although it is so that you interact and know more of the people you are with throughout the camp, this was with my own 3s4 classmates, at least I understood them better and yes, feeling more attached!!! :D

gah this whole thing is long O: sorry people!

2009-08-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

))))))))))))))))))))))= omg the = came up on its own D:<

2 days wasted... well okay the physics competition, we pulled through, that is to get the machine completed and working, be it not according to our plan or few steps that make it look all shitty. though it was, afterall. the experience was..really a feeling of waste as we could have done a good machine if more time/commitment were placed into it, or if we had cooperated MUCH better. cause the most unpredictable, most unexpected step of all actually was the one that worked to a certain degree the judges praised it for it. ahh, it's how that feel, when it miraculously worked, tht we could have been more prepared, more confident; more sense of satisfaction we could achieve. but yeah, experience, is experience. practical, it is the experience, when it is not the results. Though the 2 days of long hours weren't well spent (when I've got stuff and stuff to do D:<) SAMC helped seeked my own kind of joy again. the shirt is nice too :D and it's orange in colour omg lovely. butbut, I scarred my legs ytd, the last time was since primary school? the incisions look ugly, and red and swollen as I did not clean the blood off/wash the wound. D: no infection PLEASE.

okay so I spent 5 hours with my senior for a proper handing over. I don't want to doubt myself D: and will be gone tomorro for perak. don't know how to continue from here anymore, really don't know how to phrase this. but yeah see you.

johnny went to sabah, damian chong too!

2009-08-20T04:05:00.000+08:00

IM SCREWED T_T

2009-08-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

not sure what to post today, but I'm going to post anyway 'cause someone is supposed to read! or something..
today is like surviving without a wallet.. bio test didn't go well (insufficient preparation yah.. hais).. and urm, got back physics and yah D: lol letting chuasy mark your answers is like so unsafe?
okay there's some exco talk tomorrow, before that will be chinese tong ce =.= jun hao, buck up man. pday finals this friday and all kind of stuff pop up.. like rube goldberg machine (how ever you spell it, LOL totally screwed already), ACE to complete, homework okay.. and camp to go for from sunday to uhh I think friday. Dx so dead

'cause crazier things have happened

2009-08-17T23:02:00.006+08:00

ohhh, HENCE PROVEN. oh man love maths
hais I failed chinese (again....T_T mother tongue) and then I got back geog and I was the only person who failed LAH stupiddd every1 passed despite their 1st qn causing them to lose 6 marks? hais ): well uhh I REMEMBER this is the nth time having the lousiest score in class already. gah

mmh den after biopolis lab work (which I always have problem fighting my sleepiness -.-), oh we stepped out of Helios TOWER lol (the 5th time or sth, but don't know why I just feel like mentioning it this time (: ), got my parents to fetch me to HTA. and I saw alan TOK sir yah. 'cause I was too late to catch up with the HTCC store -.- I was late by 10 minutes or sth now I gotta find another day to go which IS NONE this week. time to deploy my deputy heads D:<

Qingyang rocks forever man, not random can, you dododon'tknow only. oh on facebook, everyone was commenting on that exco photo that notified me as photo of me, how I really wished I became famous D: OKAY soon :D

2009-08-17T02:02:00.003+08:00

I just fell down -_- sweaty palms D:
talked to a few of the nice people (: kept me feeling good. ahh, what am I doing so late again haha. really some1 get me marie digby's songs from her breathing underwater album D: oh and when you do, please don't tell me you downloaded it or something hahaha. I rather it be.. sent by someone else, or erm you have the disc or whichever ! ! or maybe it may be my birthday present since I suddenly want something. ahh but that will be in a year, haha. but I had a good birthday present thanks guys :D (I promised to post the other time but I didn't o.o)

whooo. I've stopped blog reading/hopping really a few months ago, which I realised why, cause I couldn't even handle my own work. hah have you guys sensed my effort to type proper xD

well except the faces emoticon talk is part of my life! :D eh it makes everything sound so unemo hoho this is good. oh, sorry random, but my memory is especially good for some details only, like numbers? scenes and images from different moments of my/your life? uhm, but definitely not what I have to complete at hand D: but nehh it's okay I can overcome that yes I can!

2009-08-16T23:41:00.001+08:00

I say I emo le ):

2009-08-16T16:37:00.004+08:00

in an attempt to make this blog not emo? o.O

LYNN SAYS SHE LIKE SOUR PLUMS :D
and yay I like sour plums too

oh yah, wad a waste of my time, watching silent hill, not exactly scary (oh mayb cos I kept going out of the room), and so not meaningful. and a screwed up ending I am sure I am not the one who cannot comprehend but it's the stupid movie. at this point of time the screen starts blinking again like in a horror movie -.- my monitor/cpu is so screwed D: stupid china goods LOL.
yes our tests are not over, bio this tuesday arghh. and maths on friday omg O:

2009-08-16T01:34:00.004+08:00

okay I didn't do much as usual.. but one achievement I'VE CLEAR MY INBOX :D means no more old msges. mmmh hais it felt so bored today and uh yes I am supposed to study for the bio test O:< and yes den mayb I will consider going tomorrow to help out at street sales O:

ahh... HAKUNA MATATA ;D

okay I think I have nothing more to say .. -.-

2009-08-13T00:34:00.004+08:00

I want to cry abt my life. It is like I can't think smart, can't write smart, so incapable of thinking how normal people would. not even able to speak well either. so what?? I don't want to forever be the supporting role, but I am willing to be if I have to, but for what reasons and on what account?? NONE, I want to quit, but I seem never ready to pick up another job to carry on.

and hey I want to learn a musical instrument, if I sing, the whole world laughs at my singing. NO they laugh at me, so what do I do to express myself? nothing, maybe like some1, just use the impactful word no1 should be afraid to use. what?

I shall study a hole through my brain tonight, finish up my stuff, and hopefully sleep. oh, I think, I failed my chem test despite understanding the topic well, and was so confident. or confident enough. but why??? D: am I sought not to perform? no! but?? it must be why no 1 recognises me, then I may disappear from the surface of the earth. this planet isn't that very much perfect afterall. I love that care, that is missing from this earth, you know earth, you are not well taken care of? cos yes, humans think for themselves.

Can you sing with all the colours of the wind?

2009-08-12T01:26:00.003+08:00

LATE. Sometimes I look at the reading on the clock and I still wonder why I stay up so late. It starts to take place that it is not so true that many people stay up late...(but why would that bother me) I should rest myself now. night!

gaaah don't understand why I do work at such a slow pace of whatever whatever! I feel so weak is it because of the illness, that I have not recovered my body strength. D: recover!! tells me even more that I should resttt night!

missed 2 episodes of ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni already T^T check it back another time so.. night!

and the night is finally coming down to you and meee!

2009-08-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

D:< stupiddd lol the ndp celebrations so retarded xD still waiting for the parade o.o yes omg jus right!
ahh i think.. every year supposed to go to grandma;s house and probably see fireworks. but my stupid sister whole day damn lazy. no xiao xin liddat D<
yay happy national day :D

marie digby!!!!!

2009-08-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

Is Singapore Idol hoping for some talent to chance by and be deserving of winning the championship? but the ah lian advertisement is rather cute xD some entertainment as they continue to pray and hope and wait
today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANG NING ;D gonna wait for 12 am Ox den can double wish you :D and I changed the player to another cos imeem sucks lol.
YAY tomorrow is national day so I wonder, I don't think I will get to go anywhere else so maybe stay home watch 神话 that show rocks :D but aiya.. homework.. oh yah nhb -.- zzz
HEADACHEEE. actually the parade ytd was very good alr, hohhoh. so mayb ppl like jing hao read my blog again can feel good ah xD

some1 tell me how it was spending the national day break!

2009-08-07T13:29:00.002+08:00

so I stay home to craft this post~
stupid cough D:< I missed my parade ): and don't have to worry abt where to go and spend my afternoon.

I can almost immediately fall asleep on my bed every now and then. Im being a peeg D:

I can't think. I'd lie by Taylor Swift seem to resemble some two other songs. The girl next door by saving jane and I don't remember the other. ahh but who cares since it is nice. okay back to sleep T_T

2009-08-02T01:45:00.002+08:00

I am still seeking out for people I feel are important, who will care...there are so many people who are important, but they aren't concerned.
Most of the time, I don't agree with many people's values, but I will always accept them. Yet I cannot accept myself to disagree with my own values. sigh.

I'm eating those durian popcorns!
street sales tomorrow!

hais...I'm so cut off from nynp now.. I'm not sure what is happening. Well erm, don't worry too much, and concentrate on block tests? ny jia you!

In my attempt to blog.. I am going back to weird paragraphing again xD

2009-07-30T00:30:00.002+08:00

what the! what brought me back here? D: stupidddddd carp this saturday is cancelled !! hais okay shall make it fine for the street sales on sunday...
bleh, found a reason to yet another post o-o haha (yay the face :D)

2009-07-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

YES POSTING =D 3 days of training after school have passed~ jus a day more for the week.. hmm ndp rehearsal :D. it was, still enjoyable lah! despite all the waiting and then the much complaining we make, I still think tht the moment we start marching, all the pride and fun comes in >< yeah, omg O:

oh wait, I'm reminded of CARP, it's at novena~ remembering how going to Novena was a memory.. I am sure it was the first time, and the first time with someone. maybe she don't remember at all, but I jus don't know, haha.. but yeah carp :D time with sqdms! omg excited abt kayaking srsly...tho no news so far! hey I kind of believe I posted this somewhr.. but I guess this is what I really want very much. hmm.

tomorrow 3rd lang! missing CL course for it, hmm but okay cos fangchen is at IBP and I won't be taking the ride back home with him, not anymore T_T so yeah, will miss you so and thanks for all tht has been for these past few months, for staying in the same class with me :D
I realise I've mentioned fangchen a few times on blogger xD

yup k gna plan for cape retest (probably), 2nd class drill and CC, hais. a lot to go u guys noe ! ! pls put ur best in :D. and time to be fierce with the future squad we will be taking. mmh today was cool with the sec2s, I mean, ezor jing hao and guys, hahaha

kk nite nite

things change because you have changed, that is your perspective